Friends,<BR>I am soooo fed up. I can't hang much longer. It is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HARD.<BR>I am so lonely.<BR>I am so alone.<BR>Sometimes I think I've let go (for a few minutes) only to see it rear its ugly head.<P>I have cried so hard its a wonder the neighborhood didn't flood.<BR>I am so tired.<P>I have 2 kids,a house,a job and enough responsibilities. He meanwhile has only his job and can choose when he wants the kids (hey, I gotta work,he says) <P>I am exhausted.<BR>I pray and the Lord says just a while longer then I hear not much longer. Wait. Trust me. <P>Please someone pray for me. I have asked for a sign that would give me hope,but nothing yet. I have begged for it. <BR>Nothing yet.<BR>I am tired.tired.tired.<BR>and I look awful.<P>May God bless us all indeed. But please hurry.<P>lkd

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR><BR><B>I can't hang much longer. It is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HARD.<BR>I am so lonely.<BR>I am so alone.<BR>Sometimes I think I've let go (for a few minutes) only to see it rear its ugly head.<BR>I pray and the Lord says just a while longer then I hear not much longer. Wait. Trust me. <BR>lkd</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>LKD,<BR>I am here. I hear you. I understand what it feels like to WANT to wait, but to run out of patience!! I know.<P>I know how you feel. Just remember, though, that "A little while" to God isn't the same as to us! To a small child, 5 minutes seems like eternity.....and to God, a month, a year might not be anything, just a blink of an eye. So just keep watching him...just keep believing. Keep praying.<P>You have a sign....you have God's Word. His Word is FILLED with promises that all God's covenants will be fulfilled. God made a promise with you and your H on your wedding day that He would unite you, make you one, and He would reside with you.....take Him at His word!! Trust Him, claim it every time you are discouraged and depressed.<P>I have to do it. We all have to do it. Today was a very, VERY *VERY* bad day....I am there,too. READY to give up, give in...etc. BUT I WON'T!!! NOT YET!!!<P>Remember Mark's words: "DONT' GIVE UP 5 MINUTES BEFORE THE MIRACLE." There's a miracle waiting to be delivered with YOUR name on it. DON'T send it back postage due......<P>hang in there. I'm trying....we can help each other...<P>{{{{{{{{{{{{LKD}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>BIG HUGS!!!<P>Lupo<P>

I hear you too and am praying for your strength. Sometimes it's those little ones who keep us hanging on, and they're a very good reason. <P>I just began working after being a sahm for many years and am getting worn out fast. My H is letting me know that he does it all the time, but me and kids are having alot of trouble adjusting.<P>Hang in a little longer.