Okay..........<BR>So, the kids brought 2 towels home from the pool after they had been with the sitter. I assumed they were hers so I washed and went to deliver them today. Not hers. Old towels,turns out belong to daddy. Only they didn't come from my house.<BR>You can see where this is going??<P>I got really hot, called up h and asked about the towels. Yes they are his. I said but I gave you towels? He said "a friend gave them to me."<P>I said, "I don't want some sleaze bags stuff with my kids,let alone coming home to me. "<P>He said,"Okay, I'll let "joe" know you called him a sleaze bag."<BR>I said, why do you keep tormenting me with this friend stuff?<BR>No response.<P>I put the phone down.<P>I was sooo upset.<P>Later today my friend came by and I relayed the sorry tale.<BR>She has a conviction that there is no women. That I put too much weight on it. And that I need to ask for help with this women issue. I have prayed about it. But in the heat of the moment I can't even think let alone pray.<P>I am so sad. He was so nice to me this morning brief though it was. and I went and disobeyed God who I felt was telling me not to contact him unless a dire emergency. <P>I suppose I'm getting better at this but...........<P>Please pray for me.<P>I am so tired of it all.<P>thanks <BR>lkd

Hi lkd,<P>I said a prayer for you. I truly hope you get through this and your pain ends. Be strong and keep the faith, God will show you the way. <P><p>[This message has been edited by 29Guy (edited July 29, 2001).]