How can I tell all of you THANK YOU!!<p>Can you believe today I told my h I never wanted to see him again, I wanted custody, I would file if he didn't... etc, etc. I have NEVER said those words.<p>I went to a client for 2 1/2 hours. Came back and cried and cried my soul out to the Lord in my car. I remembered the words "Do not separate what God has joined." They popped right in my head and I didn't want God mad at me.<p>I called my H and he came to get me. As he was on his way, I called a spiritual friend to pray for me. <p>He wanted to hold my hand and we did. We talked for an hour and a half. Absolutely amazing!!<p>It is not over but the Lord gave me the grace I needed and the proof that He does NOT want me or any of us to divorce.<p>Hallelujah! He is with us! And He showed His beautiful face right when I needed Him the most.<p>Thank you again and again for your prayers and Thank you Mark for saying "Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle." God bless 100 times anyone who reads this!

Dear Trying, of course i can believe it. was it the first time? Ive done that at least 5 times. I become very angry and then can only focus on the hurt W has done, then i start to hate her and then i get mad at God for allowing such pain in my life. I did it again last week. Then when i finally break down and cry and talk to God, peace fills me and then i hear God whisper to be patient with her, and of course with God Himself. Today i said i have no patience. God said i know. Thats why i should rely on His strenth.
The enemy will not win this war and Gods name will be glorified. God bless you Trying and your always in my prayers.
Mark

Dear Trying,<p> I believe the Lord sent me To this Website last night. I joined the site and thought it was great. After reading your last post, I believe that those words you said came from the Lord directed to me. It truly is a blessing. It gave me hope. My W is out of the state and returns Saturday...I pray that I am not to late in rebuilding the marriage. I ask Jesus to rebuild it in His name...I can't wait until she returns...I really want the magic back the way it used to be. I know that it will take time. Thank you