Sorry I haven't posted here in quite a while, but I lost it about a month ago. I spent 3 days just shaking and crying when son was gone and for one day when he was home. H moved out in August and I know of his A w/OW. After what I'm sure was breakdown #2, upon my counselor's advice I went to see a physician she referred me to. On meds now. <p>Things still have not changed much. Today will be hard-H is returning from spur of the moment trip w/son-left on Thanksgiving for Disneyworld. I will see them sometime today fo the first time. Please for reference, I've been posting in A/B. Please find time in your busy lives to pray for me, my H, and our son. Pray that God will allow the seeds of reconciliation be planted today and that H will see that he doesn't just want to become a part-time dad and that his A w/ OW ends soon. I love my H and my son and am growing so weak now. I read tryingtohope's posts and know and feel where she's at now. I'm there too. Please pray--pray Satan gets out of our marriage, our lives. Pray that we have a chance, even if it is only just one. My spiritual armor is wearing soooo thin now. My only hope is that b/c I am now so weak, that God will be stronger than ever in things now. I need to be carried by Him. Thank you and I'm praying for you too.

God,<p>Please give Not peachy in GA the strenght she needs and the wisdom of words needed to open up her husbands heart. I also pray that you harden his heart to this OW that is breaking apart this marriage. I would also ask you to show Not peachy in GA what your plan is in all of this and the wisdom to follow it. I would also ask that whatever the doctors advice was that it will truely help Not peachy in GA to get her emotions and life under control so she can start showing her husband what a wonderful person she is and is becoming. Please look over her when she meets her husband and son for the first time.

Thank you so much for your kind words and prayers for us Listener48. I read your posts and will pray for you both also. It is 7 pm and still no word. I am doing my best, but need God to carry this family now. I know that I can't do anything more than I'm doing now. I pray that is enough. I've not heard anything since Friday night. I am concerned. They are supposed to be home today, but today is becoming tonight. Please pray that God get me through these dark days and that my family is restored. Why do I carry the burden of my H when it is he who has had the A for the past year and made me think it is all me? I just want a chance for us, alone, no OW to work together to see if it will work. H left in august. Moved to apt., furnished. Almost came home in October. Things look bleak here. H did say that he would see my counselor and wanted to do something w/me this week (says just wants to be friends), but I know that we could never just "be friends". Too much history. We were also attracted to each other too much. Sure, I'd like to start off by being his friend again, but only pray that things work out b/c it will crush me and I can't take much more. Read my posts in A/B to find out. Prayer needed asap!

Peachy, I am praying for you hard tonight. Let the Lord guide you and don't loss your faith. You WILL get through this. You are in my prayers.

Dear Peachy,<p>I know you feel so alone and your family isn't near. You are being so brave. The Lord sees that and sees your humility. The prayers of the others and your prayers have reached his ears. Have patience and don't do anything impulsive.<p>I am right with you. Don't put so much stock in one meeting or one event. Things will evolve slowly. Hang in there. The Lord is eternal but He hears you. He has big plans for you and He needs you like He needs each of us.<p>I think He wants to come back.<p>We all have to stand so we are ready for Him, not off trying to find a second mate or taking revenge.<p>It's hard but we are a group.<p>Take care. - T

Dear Tryingtohope,<p>Your words soothe this tired soul. I'm just 32 andit's like I'm 92. Thank you so much. You just don't possibly know how much your prayers and friendship does mean to me. I have also read your posts and you have been prayed for by me too. I am just soo afraid that he isn't coming back. He said he didn't want to just come back now last night. I sent him the most loving email and we'll see. H's response to yesterday's email is in A/B. I am afraid this is truly slammo time. Please keep praying hard. Pray that Holy Spirit gets through and breaks his heart. I am willing to meet him even if it is just 10% of the way. H has said he would come back only if he could do it 100%. That's why I don't think he's coming back. Just praying that maybe he wants to begin to spend a bit of time w/me and date? I don't know. <p>God bless you. You are struggling as I am and it just isn't fair. Please keep your faith another day, as hard as it is we are banded together here, some of us through the bonds of friendship, some of us spiritually, but all of us are here to restore their marriages and families. Seems like you and I have all of that in common. Stand strong and be resiliant. Some days you want to give in and it is so hard. Look forward to hearing from you again and will be reading your posts. If I have any good idea to tell you, I will do so, but so far, I'm not really giving much advice here, just opinions b/c my situation is where I am still learning. Also, not much improvement at all.