Please pray that the Lord would remove the blinders from his eyes and have him see what he is doing and come back to the Lord and his family. I hurt so bad. The OW also told me that she didn't want him to try here at home because she knows that we owuld make it. I hurt. I go to bed alone tonight as my H gets in bed with someone else.
I want my my H back...Lord help me. I told H that I would not willingly give him a divorce if he went that far...I will not spit on the Lord Jesus like that. Please pray for his quick eyeopening and return to me and our 5yr. old little girl.

Faith and Hope,<p>Your hurt must be very deep at the moment and the pain you feel i don't even begin to know. I only know the pain i feel when my H speaks of moving on with other people. That in itself cuts very deep.
Keep praying to Jesus, through our pain he hears our prayers. Keep standing for your marriage, put away those divorce papers, for surely the O/W's resolve will weaken if in her heart she believes your H will reconcile with you.
Pray that Jesus keeps you strong, pray also that he gives you peace at times of lonliness and need.<p>Dear Lord, please keep faith-and-hope at peace with herself, give her some little sign that your love is guiding her through her times of need. Keep her child safe and keep F&H safe for her child. Lord, please hear her prayers. Amen

Oh...thank you so much for your prayer, as of late I havent even been able to find the words...I just cry. Thank you.

I know the pain that you are feeling. Your story is exactly like mine. WS also moved out on false pretence for a month and returned for two months just to move out again and move in with OW. <p>This was and is still very painful. My therapist told me that it was actually a good thing when he moved in with OW because then they start facing the real world. An A is an illusion. At that time I could not see his point as I was in so much pain.<p>It is now 4mnths down the line and reality is starting to set in. They are not as happy as they imagined. Financially, he is struggling and OW is always at him regarding his children which he cares for deeply. Not only is her moral values not the same as ours but culturally she is also different. She is Lbing big time as she is trying to change the children according to her standards which is not good as she don't even have custody of her own children.<p>All this is giving me the faith to stand back and watch the demise of the A. <p>I pray every day that our good Lord must put a "Hedge of thorns" around him and to remove the scales from his eyes. Please read "Hosea" and the stuggles the Lord had with his bride Isreal but he never gave up.<p>My prayers are being answered in many small ways and I know the Lord is working on his side.<p>I will keep you in my prayers.

Thank you so much...I will read that. I will also put you in my prayers. My H is aware that I feel an DV is not an option for us, and that I will not willingly give him one. The weird thing is they both have said that they know it wont work. Her saying that they won't be together in the end, and Him saying that he see's himself with me in the end. She also admited that she didn't want him to try because she knew that it would work. He has traded one little girl, (which he got fixed as not to have more) for 3 kids...I don't get it. Thank you for your prayers. You are definatly in mine