I am standing for restoration, but I just got off a long talk with Wife and I really feel like telling her to shove it and have a nice life with the dirtbag.

Chris, we all go thru different stages in the destruction of our marriages. Anger is definantly one of them. When I have gotten that angry The Lord reminded me of how much Ive hurt Him and broke His heart many times in my life and I still do it, and that puts a different perspective on things. I also remember what Ive reaped. You will reap what you sew and your WW will not have a nice life apart from Gods plan for her. Pray God has mercy on her and as hard as it is, the dirtbag. Ive also been reminded of things Ive done in the past(I was the dirtbag) and that I am forgiven. Many will rot in Hell for the same offense.
Nothing is too great for the Lord, and He likes to raise things from the dead, and that includes marriages. All you have to do is trust Him to do so.
Dear Lord I pray that you would give Chris your peace and comfort thru his pain of a wayward wife. I know that pain Lord, and many die from that pain. Give Chris rest while you restore what the enemy came to kill, steal and destroy. May this bring you glory as your mercy and love are revealed.
IJNA
Mark