I hope there is a way I can redeem myself for my actions. I had a one night stand with a friend of my husband's. It was not planned but after too much alcohol and a kiss, things got out of hand. I know how hurt my husband is and in some way I wish he shared the guilt. If he had done the same I wouldn't feel so much pain in my gut. guilt is not a pleasant feeling. Please pray for us that we can make amends and get past this infidelity. Will this feeling ever go away and can we get through it. I think my husband is a saint for forgiving me.

Hi there! If you and your husband love each other enough, your husband will forgive you. Forgiveness is part of Love. I fully believe in that. I wish you lots of luck.
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May I ask you a question ? And this is as a christian and not a humanistic side....
Have you confessed it? ASked for forgiveness from not only your husband but God also????
And the humanistic part of you wishes your husband shared the guilt but I dont really think you mean that, becasue you wouldnt want to wish those feelings on any other would you???
I am praying for and calling all prayer warriors to your side. We as humans fail daily, be it little or big sin is sin none bigger or smaller in gods eyes...With repentance there will come a peace and a sense of forgiving yourself. That must come first. Ever heard the saying "the proof is in the pudding?"Well to put it simply your actions to yourself and others will reflect the love you hold inside and I believe its there..."Father we ask you to give this woman a sense of peace and forgiveness so that she can move forward to the healing of her marriage. Lord she feels so much pain from her actions , lift that from her so tha tshe may go forward and live in your word and to walk the path you desire fo rher.Amen" Sweetie IM praying for you have a lot of courage to ask for help and I commmend you on it...