My wife and i are seperated and there are two children (3 & 2) involved. I know with God nothing is hopeless but at times, and more so recently it seems that way. If you would simply remember "John" and "Anita" and thier children in Va. in your prayers it would be appreciated...I pray that above all else I seek his agenda, but I cannot imagine why that agenda can't include a happy family with my wife and kids. If i can return the favor to you please post a reply and I will add you to my daily prayers as well. Thank you all......

<small>[ June 12, 2004, 05:03 AM: Message edited by: LoveMyEx ]</small>

john,
just wanted to say i have prayed for you and your wife and children.
i'm scared at the moment and trying to live in faith ! doesn't make sense does it? i should not be scared if faith is operating in my life should i ?

i sometimes wonder if we all fluctuate between faith and fear because although we need to believe there is a God, do we REALLY believe it? I need God to show me his actual face. I would have been thomas in biblical times, and sometimes i would have been paul. A doubter and a strong believer. Is it any wonder that our minds have full control of us?

it's very tiring all this isn't it? Please God give john and I some real peace and knowledge. Show us one more time, right now, that you are there in a very tangible way.Give us both extra helpings of faith and a vision about each of our marriages. This I ask in Jesus's name. I'm sorry for all the things I've done wrong Lord, knowingly and unknowingly, I know john will be too.Please forgive us both and make it easy for us to forgive our spouses.

Please help us accept whatever is in your will. I know that we both want our marriages restored. Please look again at our circumstances and give us both a sign that we are on the right track with you.Amen.

I've never prayed for anyone before john, like this, I'm not sure why I did, hope I didn't embarrass you or me by doing so. thisso.