Well after my birthday yesterday with no card, hug, kiss, etc... today has been awful. The enemy is just breathing down my neck. It would be so easy to give up right now and think only of a future without my W. Deep down, I know that's not what I nor God want. Its just so hard not getting one's own EN's met. Then today my W talked about deciding what I want when we D and sell the house. We are meeting with an agent next week to put the house on the market. What a horrible day this has been.

The one positive point is that I left for lunch to just get out. I was sitting in my truck "being still" and fell asleep. When I woke, there was a song on the radio about the Lord giving us Hope, among other things. I wish I knew the name of the song, it was a contemporary Christian radio station. Anyway, I really could use some extra friends right now... Thanks for listening

Dear Learning Lots,
That certainly does sound like a bad day! I'm so glad we are "here" for you - a place for you to be honest and open about your feelings.

Oh Father God,
Learning Lots is overwhelmed today. Please give him your rest. Let him be aware of you and know that he needs no masks in Your presence, because you love him completely.
In Jesus' Name, Amen.

{{{Learning Lots}}}


Yes! God wants your marriage to be healed and for your wife to be reconciled to Him.

With God on your side, working on your behalf, the odds are greatly in your favor!

Father, I pray that you would do a work of conviction in the heart of his wife tonight.

Shul