It might be that I am just tired, but I know he is in town spending time with her the past few days, while working on his van and it is scaring me.

I had a terrible dream last night, more than one, couldn't sleep, hard time praying.

I am anxious and upset, jittery.

I dont' know if he is going to show up here or not today. I am nervous.

I need prayer. I need someone to pray with me for him.

I know how you feel, my h is leaving on his trip today w/the OW and will be going to see some of his family. i feel extremely tired and just want to go home and go to bed. i talked to my pastor yesterday and didn't necessarily get everything out of it that i wanted to. he was pressed for time but he did say he would talk to one of the older ladies in our church who's husband had left her (she is now remarried and happy, etc.) and that maybe she could help me in dealing w/what i'm going through. my pastor just said that he could empathize but just felt there was only so much he could do and asked me what he could do. i just asked for special prayer this week for my H.

shul, you have come a long way and gone through a lot. don't give up, if we do then we've given up too soon for God. think of the positive things. much prayer is headed your way, RR

thankyou.

I sense sometihng is going on with him today.

I will keep praying.

Shul,
Put your trust in God. Remember that He is on your side. Everything that is happening will be turned to good. Keep praying. Fear comes from the enemy. Pray as if everything you ask for has happened. We must be confident when we speak to God and know that His will will be done. Believe me, I've been struggling with fear, too.

Lunadove

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Pray as if everything you ask for has happened </font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Thank you Lunadove.


Father,

Thank you for what you are doing today in my husbands life. I know that everything is working out according to your will and purposes.

Thank you that he is disgusted with himself and that when he is with her he feels trapped and controlled.

He just wants to get his van and get out of there, away from her. He knows that every minute he spends with her is a minute that she has stolen from his child and from himself.

He can't wait to get out of there and be done with her and be is a little worried about whether I am still going to be waiting for him. He doens't know how to start over with me.

Father, thank you that you can give him insight when the time is right that he has to end contact with her, and burn his bridges, and then we can start talking. That there is forgiveness and a fresh start waiting, just waiting for him to turn back to you and to us. that you will abundantly pardon.

That his needs will all be met through you and he will have peace and success.