My AH just called a few minutes to ask when I was going to pick him up to our ds. I asked if was still going with me. He said yes. He said we needed to talk. I said Okay, sure we can talk. He said no I mean we need to talk alot. I said Okay Hun. Oh do you mean now over the phone. He said Yes and in person today. I said Okay I am listening. Big Pause from him. He said I want to come back home, but I don't know what to do. I messed everything up. I said Like I did before. He said Yes to some degree. This was a Big Mistake, I made a big mistake, and I drug her (OW) into this. I can't make her go back to Iowa alone, my other stuff is still at her house, and I had her utilities put in my name to help her with her bills. I said Oh that isn't good, you got yourself into a mess hun huh? He said yes and he wants my help if I want to, to drive back to Iowa and get his stuff and get the utilities taken care of (get his name off). And he alone is going to tell her of his change of heart, and mistakes he made. He wants me back and our children, not her and her family.

He asked if I would drive up there and he is going to drive her up there (I don't care for that idea)He wants me to follow and bring him home. We may have to work on that plan. Hopefully God will provide a way. I told him he can't live with us right now, we need lots of work, and patience. I told him his parents would take him back in. I don't know how are families will handle this turn of events.

I told him I would call as soon as my sister and niece got back. I told him I love him. His wispered in the phone I love you too. Ihaven't heard that from him in almost 2 months.

Thank You Lord for all you done, I am very greatful. Please guide and use me to do your will, help me to help myself, hold my tongue, help my children and my husband. Please help my mom and sister to do your work and not their own. Please provide a way to make the forming plans work in your honor, and to the best benefit for our family, and marriage.

In you precious son's name, Amen

In God's gracious love,

Marie