Please pray for me. I am in a place where I need to have pray support as the battle rages so hot around me that I have agreed to go an anti-depressant as I anxiety attack came and I didn't know what to do. I was in such a highstate that my daughter drove me to the clinic and they gave me a tranquilizer to put under my tonque. My situation has deepened to where he told me he is moving her in to his apartment with him. This is very near to where I go to church and he told me he didn't want me to go there for church. I spoke the Pastor and he said to not listen, this is where God has called you so stay connected. It is very hard because I have to drive past his street. I have been stuggling with thoughts and it has been so difficult. I have not been sleeping again and I am walking around in such a state that at times I can't drive, or even think of looking for work. Please please pray for me and ask God to help me any what that He wills. I know I am learning to die to self and it is so painful. I want to be delivered from this turmoil and emotional suffering so I can be whole. I find it hard to go in public for long, because I start to shake and sweat so bad, and I am struggling with physical weakness. God is meeting my needs financially and I praise him for every provision of rent money, money for food, my car and gas. I know that God's plans for me are for good and not for evil and that with man this is impossible with all things are possible. Many are the plans in a man's heart but it is the Lords' purpose that prevails. I continue to read scripturs and pray them, its just when I let it come to mind that she is moving in with him that I begin to lose control and then I have so much happen at once that I am overwhelmed with it all. Thank you for praying for me.
Anyone who wants to email me can at suz_work@shaw.ca

Suz

This simple psalm came to me while I was walking my dog and praying over my own desperation last week. And I cried with joy when its meaning was revealed to me. I pray it pierces your darkness in the same way:

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The Lord is YOUR Shepherd; YOU shall not want.
He maketh YOU to lie down in green pastures:
He leadeth YOU beside the still waters.
He restoreth YOUR soul:
He leadeth YOU in the paths of righteousness for His name' sake.

Yea, though YOU walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
YOU WILL fear nNO evil: For HE is with YOU;
HIS rod and HIS staff, they comfort YOU.
HE preparest a table before YOU in the presence of YOUR enemies;
HE annointest YOUR head with oil; YOUR cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow YOU all the days of YOUR life,
and YOU will dwell in the House of the Lord forever. </font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Father God, make real in Suzcares heart the FACT that you are the shepherd of all of us: and you care for your sheep, not by standing still, but by herding and defending us all.

Almighty God let this psalm bless Suz and others as it did me.

Amen.

Dear Heavenly Father,
Please be with Suz in her pain and suffering. Give her the strength and guidance to get through her pain, deal with her struggles, and move on according to Your plan for her life. Allow her to see the good in this situation and realize that You are there in all she does. Give her a sense of peace in her life.
Please also heal everyone else who is hurting tonight, especially those involved in the affair triangle, the WS, the BS, and yes, even the OW/M. Let the betrayers realize the pain they are causing and help them to end the affair. Give the BS the courage to do what You will in their lives whether it be repair the marriage or move on for healing.
Glory be to Your holy name.
Amen.....

Suz, i am sorry for your pain and will pray for you as well as others here at MB. check out my thread i started here titled "Memo from God."

Immerse yourself w/all things of God. If your computer is equipped w/speakers check at bottradionetwork.com it is a 24/7 christian network that has programs on it regarding various issues. it has speakers like charles stanley, james dobson, david jeremiah, etc. it has been one of my saving graces through all of this and listen to this radio station every chance i get. many of the programs/speakers have their own websites and resource pages. dr. james dobson's focus on the family has a resource session that literally has hundred of things you can purchase such as tapes, CD's, books, etc. these are for all audiences and on just about every topic you can think of. many of the programs/websites on the bott radio network also have places where you can ask for prayer.

check it out and know that the shepherd is always with us, always. God Bless, RR

((((Suzcares)))) Am praying for you even now.

^KittyKat^