I don’t know exactly what’s on my mind today or how I feel. I just know that I need prayer, WE need prayer. That’s all I’ve been doing lately. The evil one is trying so hard to destroy what we have built. $ problems are coming at us rapidly fast & we keep spiraling downward. Our bills have managed to exceed the amount of $ coming in every single month & we keep getting farther behind. I don’t know what else to do. And now, I think my car might have a cracked head which will be a LOT of $! Where’s this $ going to come from?! We HAVE to take it from the bills b/c we don’t have anywhere else to turn.

I guess this morning I feel like I’m in a rabbit hole that keeps getting the dirt piled on top of it humps at a time. Then the air clears for a little bit but then I sink in deeper & deeper w/o a way to get out.

This has nothing to do w/the A. Well, maybe it does a little bit. It’s been ever since then that we’ve been in trouble. I hate saying that though, b/c then H feels as if all of this mess is his fault & it makes him so depressed. He has been trying everything he can to make things right & I commend him for that. I admire him for that.

Sorry if this has post has nothing to do w/my M persay b/c that's great, but I feel as if you’re my friends & I really needed to get this off my chest. When I bring up my concerns to H, he seems to go into this shutdown mode & feels like I’m blaming him for our $ problems. I don’t want him to end up getting depressed too.

Anyway, even if no one replies, thanks for listening.

Love in Christ,
Y

Standing,

I'm at work and don't have time to post. But there's always time to pray. The two of you will get through this.

Blessing on you both.

S&C

S&C,

I know we will. I just have to have enough faith. It's slipping though. Please help me get it back!

Love in Christ,
Y