I'm not even sure what I am doing here......again!

For some reason, the last week has been of thoughts of xh and I reconciling.

Here the thing, tho. He lives 9 hrs away, is involved with someone, hasn't spoken/seen us (D and me) in 7 months, and has made NO indication of something this crazy!

I believe God is a mighty God. My walk with Him is shaky most of the time, because of me, not Him.

I prayed, believed and claimed my marriage many years ago, but since that time, I'll be honest.....I've lost the desire, the hope and the strength.

So, why now? Is it because I haven't seen him in so long? Or, is it possible that God has something greater in store for the weekend?

I DONT want to be like this. I don't want to get my hopes up and have them dashed again....like so many times before. I just don't understand this

Could someone please pray for me....for direction, for wisdom, for clarification?

Oh, and just so you know, I'm not seeing anyone...been celebate since the divorce and long for my daughter to have a WHOLE family to grown up in

In Christ's name

All things are possible with God.

Lots of marriages have been restored after years of being apart.

I can understand about not wanting to get your hopes up.

If and when your husband has definitely ended it with the ow and has repented and is walking with God...


Pray for him and leave it there. If it is to be , you will get a call. You don't have to do anything except be willing to forgive.

God will do what God wants to do.

Shul

Thank you for your reply. Your words sound so simple, yet I struggle so with the amount of time that has passed and for his salvation.

I know God is more than able to handle this situation. I am confused what I should do, if anything, to keep this hope alive.

I will pray for him, pray that I can and will forgive him and that God will move in a mighty way to restore what satan has stolen from us.

God Bless