Originally posted by freshstart:
I think about you and your W often.
Thank you. We are doing quite well now Two weeks ago I told her of my discovery of the MB site and explained why I was spending long hours on the Internet. Maybe I did something stupid, but I told her I had posted our situation on the MB BB and what some of the responses were.
Six weeks before — well before MB — I had brought up the subject and she took it in stride. However, she did not take this one very well and clammed up, then fell into a week-long silent period.
I don't think the fact that the responses to the MB posts reinforced a lot of what I had said before went down too well, or, maybe, it was the fact thaht she was hearing it all over AGAIN.
She was annoyed; I wasn't.
Since posting, I have been able to understand a lot of the things she had not been telling me. SKM's responses to my posts have also helped a lot. I feel a lot better now, having seen every aspect of my situation being dealt with by so many others on tha Boards.
WE had a lovely Easter and I am much further along the road to recovery.
I am helping her with a very challenging project on whichshe is working and she is depending on me heavily for help.I am using thid as a means of putting some Love Units into the Bank. I think it will also hwelp me to push that matter further behind me.
All through this, she has insisted that she had done nothing wrong and he is "just a friend". Ihad always found it to be ridiculous, buut she thinks people are too judgemental.
She thinks it strange that one can't have a friendship like she did without others reading something sinister into it.
I kept telling her that it was fraught with danger, but she couldn't see it as the were "doing nothing wrong". After all, she says, "It was not THAT kind of friendship". SKM showed me that even though it might have been innocuous, it had serious potential for getting out of hand.
Anyway, it is really for me to heal as she doesn't think that SHE has a problem.
I still remember you in my prayers and ask that you remember us in yours. I am sill in need of proper employment as our financial position is still grim. Please pray all you can for me — and us.