One day I pray my prayers will be a powerful and so full of wisdom like everyone else on this site. I do pray always and put my faith in God, But you all's prayers are awesome.<BR>

Dear Brown,<P>It isn't any fancy words that the Lord wants to hear, but the heart. I hope my prayers depict my heart. As I try to understand my husband and try to find word pictures that might describe what I am feeling or saying so that maybe he will understand me, or as I am praying and trying to see the situation that I am praying about would look like, I do see pictures that might better describe it. If you are able to see that word pic, then maybe I am getting better at word pics and hopefully someday, I will find the word pic that my husband understands and unlocks his heart. I desire that a lot.<P>

hw - I'm so sorry to hear of your heartache. Your name popped in my head during church yesterday AM.....so I prayed for you too. I've been praying and thinking of you a lot lately. The enemy does not like it one bit that your marriage is being restored. Since he is controlling the OW, of course he's going to use her to try to tear down what God has built back up. Maybe we should focus our prayers on her? I firmly believe that when we get taken back those "two steps back" that is the enemy's work. We had a pretty good weekend together. I'm having an easier time looking past the drinking and seeing the person inside my H, the one I love. However, we had a "two steps backwards" moment last night; one of H's co-workers called and told him that the guy they sent in his place to CA broke down on his way out there, so H may be going now after all. My heart just sank at this news. <P>I'm about to leave for work, so I'll be praying for you all on my long trip in. Blessings to you all,<BR>AW