Hey everybody,<P>Since I am in such a different time zone than most people here (Hawaii), I have to do my prayers early...sorry about that, esp. with me being new and all. My H took the home computer, so I have to wait until the end of work to do this. Also, I'll try to send my testamony tomorrow as well.<P>My prayer requests are that I will change for good...really change...and that my dear Jeff will be open to see the changes. I am able to change...it just doesn't seem to stick...and Jeff notices that..he even told that to Steve Harley...that he doesn't think I'll change for good. So that's my request.<P>Dear Heavenly Father,<P>I thank you for being my friend and my love. I wouldn't be here this very minute if it wasn't for the strength you've given me over the past six months. And each day, you seem to give me just what I need. <P>Please forgive me for not always coming to you first when I feel desparate. Forgive me for my unbelief that anything in my life or marriage can/will change. Help me, Lord, to hold on tight to your promises, but mostly Lord, help me to change. Give me the desire to seek You and only You, not just what you can do for me.<P>Thank you for this wonderful place to come and find rest for my soul. I appreciate each and every one of the people on this forum and I ask that you hear their prayers; that you humble us and still us so that we can hear Your voice. <P>Please be with the other women in this book study and help them to sincerely mean what they pray and to trust you to bring it about.<P>Thank you again, Lord for all that you have blessed me with...my house, my pets, my family, my job and even for Jeff. Help me to be worthy of him. Give him Your guidance Lord and speak to his heart, his needs, his mind. <P>I ask these things in your prescious son's name, Jesus Christ. <P>Amen.<P>Aloha,<BR>Mrs.O