<BR>Today my h asked about a paternity test again. It's been about two weeks since he has brought it up. I've been praying and we have been getting along so I thought. Today also I found a message in his email he sent to a classafied add, He said he wanted to meet her and that his marriage is just about over. Sometimes I feel he is just looking for a excuse to get out of the marriage. Even if the paternity test says she is his. I keep praying for God to erase his doubts and give him peace of mind, maybe I am praying for the wrong thing. I just don't see how the test could help. He has raised her for the last 7 years, and she is his no matter what a test says, and he knows that. I want this marrriage to work, but I can't do it by myself. I just feel like packing up my things and leaving. I don't want to be were I am not wanted. Our daughther is gone to my parents for the summer, and I thought this would be a good time for us to become closer,but I guess he has other plans. He is gone to a backetball game right now. Should I say something about the email I found or be quiet,and sit back and watch my husband be with someeone else. I have sayed I was sorry,and trying hard to be a better wife, but I don't know what to do. Is God trying to tell me that we are not meant to be. I am so sacred and lonely and have no one to turn to but you guys. Please pray for me and give me some advice. I know my problems are little compared to some of yours, but it seems really big to me. Plesae lift uo my marriage in prayer tonite.

Dear Heavenly Father, we thank You for your unending love for us, thank You also Father for giving us all authority over the enemy, who is attacking essence and her husband right now. In the name of Jesus, I take back what the enemy has stolen from this marriage, and place all at the foot of the cross. Lord, only through You will this marriage ever become what You truly intend it to be. Show essence and her husband Your will for their marriage, give them a burning desire to know You, and to save their marriage. Father, please give essence wisdom in dealing with the issue surrounding her daughter and the found email. I pray that You will continue to soften her husband's heart, bringing him close to You, showing him his role according to You as a husband and father. I pray the Holy Spirit is sent to essence's husband, convicting him of his sins, calling his name, wooing him to You. Father, I pray that essence's husband will be mightily convicted about his involvement with any other woman. Let him fall deeply in love with essence, the wife of his youth. Thank You Father for working in their lives. All the praise and all glory to You Father. In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN