hypothetical questions.....to my h.................<BR>When do I get to have my say? When do I get to say, I am growing weary of this charade?<BR>When can I let you know things aren't as better for me, as they seem to be for you, should I ever tell you one hug a day, is not even close to enough for me, and for you it is an effort just to do that.Will it always be that way? Can I live with it if it is? Should I tell that I feel vulunerable around other men now, esp since I have lost 50 pounds? I want to tell you how unfair it is to dangle your love like a carrot and expect me to follow you like a mule, (from an old Janis Joplin song). I am feeling really down, vacation letdown maybe, I know the answers to these questions, I just needed to get it off my chest so I won't blow it by whining to h.

Girl I understand how you feel! It gets lonely sometimes, just keep praying for paience and God will see you through. Congraulation on losing 50 pounds, I am trying to lose weight so keep me in your prayers.

carol,<BR>I know that the enemy has been working overtime in this group lately. I had a really hard time all last week and this last weekend as well. Just keep your eyes on God. Vent to Him and tell Him all your hurts. Turn to Him and call out to Him. He is there and waiting for you to come to Him with your all. I'm sure you have. I know though apparently there were still some remenants that I needed to let go. I said God take it, I don't even know how to let go anymore. I feel like I keep doing it over and over. He took it and I have felt His presence in my prayers again. It is so good when He is there. But we so easily forget and get lazy, at least I do, so He has to take Himself away until I thirst for Him. I wish I could just stay there. I keep working at it also. <BR>Father, I lift carol up to You. Father, this battle is long and it is weary. But we can turn to You and You will lift our tired and battered emotions and hold them to Yourself. Lord, let us remember to turn to you for those things that we should ask only You to fill and not our husbands. Lord, You are faithful to us. Help us to be faithful to You. Lord, touch all these husbands and show them how we also need to be loved. In Jesus name, Amen.