<BR>Yesterday I asked my h if if was going out & he said yes. I got upset & let my emotions take control, I cried. My h told me I had no reason to be upset or to cry. I said I was tried of sitting in this house every evening by myself. He got really upset and said he did'nt give a f... if I ever went anywhere, and I don't have the right to question him. I know he is hurting, but I am hurting too. It is 7:30 in the morning and he has'nt came home yet. I Think the Lord is telling me to just be quiet and don't ask questions, but it is so hard. I feel like I am slowly losing this battle without a fight. Dear heavenly father please protect my h and bring him home safely. Lord touch him right now Lord and fill his heart with desire to work on our marriage. Let him know that you are his friend, and that he can find comfort in you and your word and not the world. The devil is trying to destroy are marriage, but I won't have it I rebuke you devil for you are a lie. This battle is the Lord and all thing are possible in Jesus Christ. Go with my h and protect him while he goes through this. Give me patients Lord. Grant me peace, and fill My h heart will love and peace. Remove everything that is not of you. Remove hate, lust, unforgiveness, Doubt, fear. Just bless him right now. Thank you Jesus.