I won't write the whole long story here..it is posted in Plan A/B under "saddness threatens Plan A" ..In a nutshell, I am terrified OW is going to try to come back to my town now that she has lost her baby. H and I are making progress , but I have become so sad over the music we listen to because Iknow they listened to it to, over being in his car because she was there, being with our friends beause so many know about her (though they aren't hapy and have been excluded by H from my life until this weekend) And I can't even be truly happy for the gains we're making in affection and intimacy because it is all emotional and not sexual....and I know he would be sexual with her. I know God is working but I am so sad that I am liable to undermine all that I've done to make H feel comfortable in coming back. Please read the post in Plan A/B and help me know how to pray about this ...I am still using the POPW nightly and each morning, and then I pray my own heartfelt prayer just about what I feel then. The healing is so hard, especially when H isn't admitting that he is actively working to restore the marriage. He still talks of possibly leaving, but then talks about the future as if he'll be here. He is so confused, it hurts my heart for him.<P>I will be praying along with you tomorrow night at 11:00.<P>Kim

Kim, I will be praying for you today. I had been thinking of you this morning and said a prayer for you and your husband as I drove to work. Hang in there and keep praying without ceasing.