that prayer was beautiful, and appreciated, since until a little while ago I was unable to pray,,,,,,,,now I am rambling on forever.<BR>h came home, seemed much more calm helped me plant flowers, and talked about getting food for the birds this winter........what a roller-coaster I am on. I am hoping all the talk of leaving was the depression talking, we are still going to our counceling session Monday night. keep praying, I pray for all of you as well