I praise the Lord, my God for the dramatic things He is showing me and how He is dealing with my stringholds. I must recall that in this all He will bring good out from it and He only has the best for me.<BR>Pray that my husband would find Jesus again and that God destroys the strongholds that satan has errected in him and that the blinders be lifted from his eyes and his heart. I pray that the Holy Spirit will reveal Himself in such a way that my h can no longer deny his need for Jesus in his life. I pray the Lord instruct him at every turn even while he sleeps and that Godly Christain men are put in his path.<BR>I pray that God puts Godly Christian men and women in her path and that her eyes be opened to a saving relationship with Jesus and to what she is doing. I pray for her brother who is a minister that he receive Jesus if he is not saved and then reveal to his sister the sin of her relationship with my husband.<BR>Lord for myself, change me, and draw me deeper into your wisdom and knowledge of You.

I pray for boldness with softness, the ability to speak God's truth in love, without lording anything over on my husband, that I may develop a spirit of humility and grace, compassionate and able to see beyond the external words to the inner heart of my husband, to be given the wisdom to minister to the unspoken hurts buried deeply. I ask for help to have the deeper awareness when the evil one is attempting to sabotage so that I may rebuke him immediately. <P>I ask that the lord reveals himself in a mighty way to my husband, that he senses God's power in him to be the man God desires for him to be. That the Lord blesses him and guides him, that my H will find one true male godly friend to grow spiritually with and who will help him to be accountable. <P>I ask that He protect the marriages of all that are here, that He show us which logs to remove and heals our hearts in such a way that we only feel His compassion towards our husbands, that we feel a softness towards them like they have never known before. <P>Thanks!

I seem to be fighting one of my rare episodes of depression. Coming on the heels of the flu and lingering bronchitis, some sort of anxiety or despair and working through the stages of grief.... I need some prayers for my emotional state and my family and friends who are suffering through my misery. Thanks.

A- dear God, I am aware of your constant presence, in my world. you are available always.<P>C- for doubting you have a plan becoming discouraged, not praying often enough, for wondering about a life without my h.<P>T- thank you for small steps, h still living here, for giving me a strong, gentle spirit, when I'd rather scream and beg. for my church family, computer friends and ability to communicate so quickly. <P>S- for more strenth and patience, for the courage and the words to speak the truth with love when I need to. relief from this knawing lonely pain of knowing I am not loved by my h, it hurts so badly. for compassion for my h help me to accept this is hurting him too, for peace of mind for him<BR>restful sleep. And I would also ask for prayers about his dependency on alcohol.<BR>I also pray for him to desire to desire me again, I have done all I know to do, please bless him with tender feelings of love for me again, and make me willing to accept them when they come. I lift all the marriages on this forum, I pray for courage, peace of mind and healing for all of you In Jesus name Amen<P>------------------<BR>change........the most consistant thing in our lives