I was driving in my car and burst into tears because I missed my service with the Lord. At work I fought myself all day long whether or not to just go into the bathroom and talk to the Lord, whom I totally dismissed from my life. <P>All I could say was Lord, please forgive me for my deceit, lies, and adultery. I haven't prayed in months. Ever since this whole ordeal began because I did not want to play with God.<P>No this does not fix the fact that I am still unhappy in my marriage however, the only relationship that I can concentrate on right now is with the Lord. But gaining control over my own mind is what I am also shooting for.<P>Need your continued prayers.

Father,<BR>Take qu into Your strong arms and cradle her. Guard her against the enemy. Lord let Your light shine upon her face and let her cries be heard. Bring her a good Christian woman to pray with her and to give her the support she needs. Father, You are so good, I know that You are rejoicing over even this effort to get closer to You. Deafen her ears against the enemy and the om, and open her ears to You, Lord and to those that are encouraging her for You. In Jesus name, Amen.

qu,<P>I wish so bad I could come alongside you in some way and help you through this most difficult time. I am so thankful that the Holy Spirit is also called the Helper and will give you all you need for life and godliness.<P>Your repentence truly begins with confession and then of course it is turning from the sin. That is often times the hardest part.<P>Keep your focus on God and He will direct your path and give you all you need.<P>Is there another woman who can help you through this? Someone who you can trust and who can pray with you and encourage you? I would really encourage you to find someone like that, we all need to be discipled no matter where we are in our walk with the Lord.<P>Father, hold this your daughter close to your heart. Cause her to see your sufficiency and ability to do more then she can ever ask or think. Take hold of her mind and give her thoughts of your love to replace any worldly show of love. Empower her to truly turn from her sin and focus on You and You alone. She needs a miracle Lord and You are still in the business of miracles. Thank You Father, IJN<P>------------------<BR>"Perfect love casts out fear" I John 4:18