Hi All,<P>Been a few days since I posted. I have been reading and replying. Good to see you are all well.<P>Today is my last day in sunny Fla.. It's been a great week. My aunt and uncle are wonderful people. Let me tell y'all the adventures of my visit.<P>Thursday, my uncle cousin and myself went for a 2 hour ride on thier Harleys. It was a great day for a motorcycle ride. Just the wind and the ruble of the bike. What a great feeling. Got back to the house and ate alot of good food, and fellowshipped with the rest of the family.<P>Friday, they took me for an airboat ride on lake Kissemee. My first time in an airboat. It was pretty cool seeing all the wildlife in these Florida swamps. We got real close to a 10 or 12 foot aligator. He was kinda pissed we were intruding on his afternoon sunbath. He looked like he coulhave jumped in yhe boat. I felt like the Crocodile Hunter on TV.<BR>Friday night my uncle and two cousins took me to thier hunting camp.<BR>I hope none of you all get too offended by hunting because I shot my first deer Saturday afternoon. I come from a family of hunters and after 31 years I finally made the right of passage.<P>So as you all can see it's been an adventure filled week. What a relief to get away from my miserable life.<P>My wifes weekend wasn't so good. She and my D went to her moms house. I really missed them. Anyhow her dad visited, he wanted to talk to W about allyhis EA crap. Turns out his emotions got carried away and he got out of hand. He didn't get violent, however he did forse W to hear him out. So now W has been ostrisised from her dad's family. They told her she was choosing OB over her family. In a way they are right. She has chosen him over me. Her EA has also separated her from everyone around her. She has placed so much energy into it (EA), that she didn't have time for everyone else.<P>I can only keep praying she'll give me a chance to prove I want to have a thriving marriage with her. I told her last night she didn't have to be affraid of me trying to punish her. She is doing that to herself. I know she still loves me. She has told me so. She also says her feelings change from minute to minute. Boy, I'm sure glad I'm not in her shoes. I look forward to the day she says she wants to come home.<P>Sorry I rambled, had alot to get out.<BR>Thanks for being here <BR>I love You All,<P>Bill<P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>

Bill,<P>Good for you getting away...<BR>We all need some of that time!<P>I'm still praying for you and your W...<BR>My W is still more than distant with her family too... although I think she is planning to stop by her mom's house the day after Christmas (it's been more than 6 month's since she's step foot into her mom's house!) May be a <B>very</B> small sign... who knows...<P>Hang tough...<P>Jim

Thanks Jim,<P>All we can do is pray, pray and pray.<BR>I try to remember everyone here in my prayers daily.<P>Bill<P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>