Okay Ladies,<p>I'm not leaving 'till Friday, but I still have more than a bit to do -- I want to make cookies and bread for my H before I go, and get those end stuffies like underwear washed, and check and re-check everything a hundred bazillion times...<p>Pray for my safe travel, PLEASE, since I am still scared to fly -- but at this point I'd WALK to see my babies!!<p>Pray that my H has a good time with his kids, and isn't lonely (he's spending four of the six days with them, so that's GOOD)...<p>Pray for David, that he'll leave me alone, at least with regard to the "relationship" we share...<p>And most of all, pray that I can take my visit one moment at a time... this may be the last time for awhile that I get a days-long visit with my kids... and I don't want to waste one second!!!<p>I'll be around tomorrow, and maybe a *bit* of Friday too... maybe... not really sure... all depends on how many cookies I get made tomorrow! [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img] <p>See you all next week -- I'll be back on Valentine's Day, but I suspect I'll be CELEBRATING with my H -- especially since I won't have seen him for a WHOLE WEEK!!!!<p>Love and Hugs to all,

Super good glad you are going!<p>Have fun fun fun with your kids, don't forget to pack your camera! And make sure you have film! Anything else? hmmmm.....<p>We'll be here waiting for you while you are gone!<p>TNT

SIX days without you here at MB??? OMG! Is that going to be harder on you or me? LOL<p>While you're packing, don't forget to don the head to toe layer of teflon that you're gonna need around David.

Hey LH, where is that update, anyhow? [img]images/icons/shocked.gif" border="0[/img] <p>Sheryl, was just thinking.... Maybe son and I can make some stop signs for you tomorrow after school and over-night them to you so you have them for Saturday?..... (check out frstrd's thread....)<p>Yes, we will miss you when you are gone. LH & I will hold down the gentle forum while you are gone. I expect HUGE update when you get back, okay?<p>have fun [img]images/icons/cool.gif" border="0[/img] [img]images/icons/cool.gif" border="0[/img] [img]images/icons/cool.gif" border="0[/img] [img]images/icons/cool.gif" border="0[/img] [img]images/icons/cool.gif" border="0[/img]

Yes, Sheryl, you'll need a traffic cop stop sign too. LOL <p>tnt, I tagged my update onto your thread. For some reason, the dern computer doesn't remember my password for new threads. You'd think I'd have that thing memorized by now.

Hi!<p>Well, my kids have netzero, so I *may* be able to sneek on one morning and say hello!! [img]images/icons/wink.gif" border="0[/img] But if I can't, know that I'll be thinking of all of ya's!!<p>Yeah, the whole David-thing... [img]images/icons/frown.gif" border="0[/img] ... I feel queasy just thinking about it. You know what it is... I just fall into that stupid hole (the hole being: pathetic, sad David who needs my help) that ThornedRose talks about on EN's... I know the hole is there, and yet I step right-on in. Sheesh!! [img]images/icons/rolleyes.gif" border="0[/img] <p>I still have a hard time believing I deserve the pure, unhindered love of my H. It's as if I *want* to be punished. AAAACCCCKKKK. [img]images/icons/mad.gif" border="0[/img] <p>But bottom line -- I WILL HOLD MY CHILDREN IN MY ARMS TOMORROW!!!!! [img]images/icons/grin.gif" border="0[/img] <p>Nothing, and I mean NOTHING else, matters!!!<p>I'll write to your update later, LH.