<BR>Jack,<P>Just checking to see how you and the girls are doing! Let us know!! <P>Mitzi

Hi Mitzi,<P>Have been just lurking, mostly just lost for words.<P>I have been keeping up with all the posts and just praying for everyone. I am truly sorry for all of what you have had to go through. My prayers are with you.<P>As of lately, I’ve been mostly just depressed. I have been seeing the girls, but only with the help of their grandmother. The guy that Gina married last Sunday seems to have gotten his way. From what Gina and her grandmother have said, he has told them that I am not to see or spend anytime with the girls period, they are married and he is not going to deal with the girls being with me.<P>All the girls are doing great and just want to stay at their grandmothers or with me.<P>As it has been going I am still getting Sara off the bus everyday, but Gina has been showing up and getting her within 10 minutes, so we don’t have much time together after school now. If Gina’s mom happens to get home before she shows up to get Sara she always gets one of the girls to spend the night with her. Then after Gina is gone she will let them come over to my house; she is being so good to us. As I said Gina got married on Sunday, it hurt, Abigail and Brooke came over to my house before they left for it to show me their dresses and asked why I wasn’t going with them. Myself and Gina’s mom both cried they have no idea of what is going on. After they got back Gina’s mom sent all the girls over to me and I have had them sense then. I have taken off work a couple days so I can spend some extra time with them. As it happened on Sunday, Gina and him showed up at her mom’s after the girls had came over to my house. They were not happy to find out where the girls were, but her mom told them both that as long she has the girls they would be able to keep seeing me and the only way that was going to stop is if Gina and him stop letting the girls see her. They both left in short order, yelling at her mom and me. Good note they were also yelling at each other. They will be back tonight, so we believe it’s going to be awhile before we see them all again. Just praying for the best for the girls.<P>Jack<BR>Prayers to all and thanks Mitzi<BR>

Jack,<P>Glad to see you're at least still lurking! Post as much as you want, if nothing else it helps to vent.<P>I was really hoping Gina wouldn't go thru with the wedding. I'm so sorry! But I'm glad you still get to see the girls. I hope she doesn't keep them away from you. <P>Also, don't forget, there is the possibility the baby she's carrying may be yours. Check with an attorney about what to do with that. <P>As for me, I still have a day here and there when I'm so down I don't think I'll ever get back up. But it doesn't last long. I'm trying to just move on. Thanks for the prayers!<P>You take care,<BR>Mitzi