Hi guys!<P>Anybody miss me?<P>COMEON YOU KNOW YOU DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <P>I went nowhere, did nothing and have the T-shirt to prove it.<P>Ever have one of those weeks where you just don't want to see people or check your E-mail<BR>or have to account to anyone?<P>Well alot went on this week but I can't summon the energy to write it or even think about it.<P>What's worse I didn't even come here and lurk.<BR>Don't know why either.<BR>I just took the last hour to read all the back posts since the 22nd.<P>Why does there have to always be more new names, when is this crap going to end?<P>And tell me please when is the second coming?<P>I've got my lawn chair out and I'm plopping my skinny rear down and waiting. Hope it happens before I have to mow again! LOL<P>Sorry, this is probably why I haven't come here, I have nothing to say and no advice to give.<BR>Just thought I'd let everyone know I'm still here, now if I could just figure out where here is???????????????????????????<BR> <P>------------------<BR>Peg

You sound really frazzeled. What happened this week?<p>[This message has been edited by HurtButCoping (edited March 30, 2000).]

Well,<P>H took me to bank to set up his own account<BR>and had his name taken off our account,<BR>I tried to be strong but it really got to me<BR>and I just sat there crying...........<BR>Did anybody say anything NO! he just chatted away with the purky bank clerk while I boo hooed.<P>Next we took D to orthodontist and he made a big deal about the statements being sent to his new address.<P>He came over Sat. and planted in his stupid garden that he insisted on before he left, <BR>so now I can choose to watch it die, which I don't feel comfortable with or take care of it which I don't want the extra hassel and time it will take.<P>Everytime he calls now(which is not very often) he doesn't really want to talk to me,<BR>and my D tells me everytime,"He didn't want to talk to you."<P>Sure I know he feels alot of guilt, anb he probably doesn't know how to handle me................<BR>but come on we were married for 22 yrs. and knew each other for 3 before that.<P>I'm just tired and fed up with his indifference and coldness.<P>I feel I was punished by his affair and now I'm being punished some more.........<P><B>POOHIE</B> I guess i'm just going thru one of those down rails of the roller coaster.<P>Thanks HBC for asking . I know it sounds kind of petty when I reread it but hey it's my post right and I tried to keep it short for those with ADD you know how it is your attention kind of wanders off and did you see the post about the latex gloves?<BR>sorry, I wandered off. <P><BR><P>------------------<BR>Peg

It's not petty. It's a big life change. I'm sorry you're hurting. I hope you get back on the "up" part of the roller coaster soon!