Good Morning All,<BR>I', sitting here trying to figur out what to post. I guess I'm realy frustrated. Maybe even a little pissed.<P>I wrote W a letter Thursday, gave it to her yesterday now I'm waiting for a responce. I posted it if antone cares to give thier opinion, I would be grateful.<P>Anyhow, SIL talked for quite sometime thursday night. She watched affair unfold, with OB. She has an interesting take on why Robin is beibg so stubborn. She believes the reason R has to see A through to bitter end is, she(W) knows I want to work things out, and knows my resolve to do this. SIL thinks there is no point for R to end it because there is no cnsequence not to. She's right I love robin enough to wait. Last night I went over to the house to spend some time with Abbey, when I got there I got realy angry. After a minute I calmed down. I didn't express anger to R. I have made a committment not to LB. What happened was I f-ing melted just talking to her. We had a nice conversation. Oh I need to back up. I haven't seen R since before Thanksgiving, when she got off the phone we hugged, it was very emotional for us both. She fought back her feelings, SIL agrees with our cuoncelor that as soon as R gives in to her feelings she knows she'll fall for me. What frustrates me is why she won't relent. I just don't get it.<P>Tonight we're going to pout up X-mas tree, her at my house. This is going to be a good chance for me to make love deposits. I hope I don't LB. I don't think I will, I melt whern I am around her. After tonight she won't have Abbey again until Wednesday. I know these next three days are going to kill her. I can only hope it knocks some sence inton her.<P>Keep praying for us. pleaes rsvp I need your imput and support. If any of you would check out the letter I wrote her and tell me what you think.<P>Thanks,<BR>Bill<P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>

Hi, Bill. <P>I'm not sure what to say. But you've been doing ok so far. Enjoy the Christmas preparations and enjoy the time with your family. <P>Don't lovebust. And don't melt!! Show her that you are wonderful, warm, loving, forgiving AND strong! Don't ask much, do I???? <P>I read your letter before, but my brain is mush - too many thoughts, so I'll go back. Just wanted you to know I was reading and listening.<P>Hang in there.<P>Lori

Hi Bill,<P>Riding on the wind with Lori, just dropping by to say I'm here, I care, and you can do this thing!<P>Have a lovely evening with your W and family. <P>~Sheryl<P>------------------<BR>The good life is a process, not a state of being. It is a direction, not a destination.<BR>-Carl Rogers<P>

Bill,<P>Have a good evening... <BR>No LB-ing <P>Hey... you might consider having her light a candle... (you don't have to tell her why!)... unless she asks... <P>Jim