HI,<P>I have recreational things planned with H but feel so angry at him,I feel uncomfortable when I am with him.<P>Trying not to LB which means hardly being able to say anything .What do I say "how is the weather?"<P>It is hard to pretend that everything is OK,and to try to enjoy yourself ,be positive ,have a good time, when you know your H doesnt love you,and loves another women,and Is contemplating a divorce.<P>How can I keep from LBing this weekend( usually with selfish demands). I put alot of pressure on myself saying to self,"you only have one chance at this dont screw up.bethn