Hi guys,<P>thank you thank you thank you.<P>I'm still here - just.<P>Mitme 101, I did get your email and I sent one back.<P>Well, my news is - it's OVER.<P>I told him, he was quite upset, but he understood and walked out my door.<BR>This was after he had asked me to go away with him for the weekend. ?? How can he be 'married'? I have so many questions -however- I'm not asking them of him.<P>If anything is meant to be with him - it will be when the time is right, and noone will be hurt.<P>It's Tuesday morning here, 7.30 am, and you guys just gave me a warm fuzzy feeling - because you care.<P>I'm getting so much love and support from my family and friends - but though they are trying to understand my rollercoaster of feelings - I'm sure they are just very CONFUSED. Aren't we all.<BR>My point here is that you guys understand - you understand my anger, my tears, my heartache, my love, my everything. My poor Mum tries to say the right things, but my Dad and she have been married 35 years and my sister and I still walk into the kitchen and find them with their arms wrapped around each other having a great big smmoooch.......<P>I always hoped my marriage would be like theirs. Oh well.<P>I cannot express to you guys how I felt having a thread for ME. Thank you thank you thank you.<P>I'm ok, and very happy with my decision, and I guess that feeling alone tells me it's the right one.<P>I will now read some of your posts, and try to be the happy Joey that I know I can be.<P>love and hugs to you all<P>Jo<BR>