Do you have an email address? I looked in your profile and didnt find it. I thought we may be of help to each other. I fyou dont want to give it out that is fine.<BR>prayers<BR>Renee<P>------------------<BR>We can do all things through Christ which strengthens us. Repeat that 5 times a day. I promise you success!

Hi to both of you!<P>Hope it is ok to jump in here. The other day when I read Tenderheart's first post I noticed she was wondering about the guilt, forgiving herself and would she ever be of use again. Tenderheart, this hymn by Charles Wesley came to my mind, it really ministered to me in the past months as I faced the reality that I was a big sinner. It is sung by Twila Paris:<P>Arise, my soul, arise<BR>Shake off thy guilty fears<BR>The bleeding sacrifice<BR>In my behalf appears<BR>Before the throne my surety stands<BR>My name is written on His hands<P>Five bleeding wounds He bears<BR>Received on Calvary<BR>They pour effectual prayers<BR>They strongly plead for me<BR>"Forgive her, oh forgive", they cry<BR>Don't let the ransomed sinner die<P>My God is reconciled<BR>His pard'ning voice I hear<BR>He owns me for His child<BR>I can no longer fear<BR>With confidence I now draw nigh<BR>And, "Father, Abba, Father," cry<P>Take heart and be comforted both of you. God is for you.