Why did I choose last weekend to lovebust when this week my H carpool buddy is on vacation? Now H can stay out every night after work and not feel guily, because I LB and he can justify it. Even I feel like it is my fault. <P>Does anyone else seem to do things that sabatoge what they want? Am I really not sure I want this to work or am I only human? I don't know anymore.<BR>Lora