Hi Loveforlife.<P>As a WS, I know it can be difficult to talk to my H about the A. In fact, we really don't talk about the A itself too much. We mainly talk about how I'm feeling, how he's feeling so that we can recover. Your WS's not wanting to talk about the A, may be a way of avoiding conflict or a way of avoiding all those negative feelings she might be feeling (guilt, remorse, sadness, etc.)<P>We've been in recovery for about three months, and I still don't discuss the details of the A. But somedays, I'll come home and feel sad or lonely or whatever, and I'll just tell my H that I'm having a "sad day." That signals to both of us that I am thinking about either the way I feel (overwhelmed with guilt, remorse, whatever the flavor of the day is), or I feel like I miss the OP.<BR>Then we talk about why I feel that way (or if he is having a "sad day" we talk about why he feels the way he does.) <P>The key for me is to focus on the fact that I want my marriage to work, that I want to rebuild my H's trust. Luckily, my H doesn't ask about the details, he knows it happened (EA and PA). It's enought for him, I guess, that I am truly sorry for what I did and am working hard to rebuild our marriage.<P>I read somewhere, maybe on one of these posts, that you should write down all the questions you have for your WS. Then decide what you need to know in order to move on in recovery. Maybe you don't need to hear every detail, but you need to be able to decide what information you need to have in order to move forward.<P>But, every situation is different. The OP was not a co-worker, not a friend of a friend, not anyone my husband knew or knew us as a couple. So for me, it would probably be pretty easy to give him all the details, but all he really wants to know (and he can see it) is that I'm sorry and that I'm trying my best to rebuild our relationship. <P>I hope this helps a little bit, but if you have additional questions or a view from the "other side" (from a WS) I'd be more than happy to try and help. Good luck.<P><BR>