Hi,<BR>It's been for a while since I posted last time.<BR>Finally I came to realize that as long as my H would be the same then even if he wants to come back to me I don't want to be with him. I'm still in plan A, but that's only for myself, and show him how good I am and what he's going to lose. Right now I'm very happy and feel good about myself.<BR>I still miss him and love him, and I really don't know what he's going to decide and I still want to know his decision but he doesn't deserve me right now. I know he's confused but doesn't mean it's ok to do/say things he's done/said. So I feel I'm done with it.<BR>And how honest I am(or just can't shut up), I told him that!! Maybe it's LB, but I don't care.. I didn't want him to think I will wait around till he figure things out and he can take his time as long as he wants....<BR>What do you think?? Please be happy for me [Linked Image from marriagebuilders.com]<BR>MF