Hi all<P>The good news first. I did it I sky dived from 12,000 feet today and I am still walking though my legs did feel like jelly when I landed. The greatest feeling and exhilarating experiece I have ever undertaken. I may not of mentioned this before but now that I have done it I am afraid of heights and never flown in in an airplane before. Now I have been in an airplane I have still never landed in one. Beat that.<P>The other news. My W rang and to cut to the chase, she said the person she has been speaking and seeing is a gay male from her work. What should I believe now. I have lost all sense of what is the truth from her. Can I be that wrong all the time. She told me that mt D's have met this person already. No mention of that from either of them. So where to from here.<P>I have decided to move on. To do things for me. I thought I had been a devoted father, husband and good friend to those I meet. I am now going to be assertive, so my friends I believe I have to move on for my own sanity. I have tried my best and even more to create no LB's in plan A and now in in B. The shouting and the expressions she uses, "I know you what you are thinking about","you will never listen", "you just dont get it", the list goes on.<P>Tomorrow is my birthday the 14th. It is going to be the first day for the rest of this glorious life of have lead and will be even better in the future. <P>For those interested in reading my plan B letter I can email it to you as it is too long to put it here. So let me know and I will forward it on.<P>lol<BR>tim

Congrats for conquering your FEAR!!!<BR>Your attitude is on the right track for "Healing" of yourself , first....<BR>Skydiving looks FUN, but I would rather watch then do it! <BR><p>[This message has been edited by Tyra (edited August 13, 2000).]