I am given my husband a second chance and we are about to hit withdrawal again. But this time she is showing negative things to my husband. Final and last time, cuz I can't do this to myself or my son. It isn't far to him or his son. Sorry if that sounds bad, but enough is enough and my husband knows this. <P>Just curious if this has even happened to <BR>anyone?<P>Also, read this lyics, I gave them to my husband and it really hit home how the last year has been for me. It was hard for him to look at me for awhile. This is by Third Eye Blind. Even the car wreck happened to me. <P><BR>Losing a whole year <BR>I remember you and me used to spend the whole damned day in bed <BR>Losing a whole year <BR>Lying in your room we'd lay like dogs <BR>The phone would ring like a joke that's left unsaid <BR>Rich daddy left you with a parachute <BR>Your voice sounds like money and your face is cute <BR>But your daddy left you with no love <BR>You touch everything with a velvet glove and <BR>Now you want to try a life of sin <BR>You want to be down with the down and in <BR>Always copping my truths <BR>I kind of get the feeling like I'm being used <BR>And now I realize you never heard <BR>One goddamned thing I ever said <BR>Losing a whole year <BR>Took your stuff and put it in the basement <BR>When I found out what the smile on your face meant <BR>I've seen you pop that check <BR>Craning your neck at my car wreck <BR>It always seems the juice used to flow <BR>In the car, in the kitchen you were good to go <BR>Now we're stuck with the tube <BR>A sink full of dishes and some aqualube <BR>I remember you and me used to spend the whole damned day in bed <BR>Losing a whole year <BR>And if it's not the defense then you're on the attack <BR>When you start talking I hear the Prozac <BR>Convinced you've found your place <BR>With the pierced queer teens in Cyberspace <BR>When you were yourself it tasted sweet <BR>But it sours into a routine deceit <BR>Well this drama is a bore <BR>And I don't want to play no more <BR>I remember you and me used to spend the whole damned day in bed <BR>Losing a whole year <P> <P><BR>Judy