Good morning all.<P>I have to go back to Cuba, My Visa for Italy expired two days ago so i am now illegaly in this country. I cannot comeback unless i am married to my new guy. The divorce will be finished in about two weeks, i never asked anything from the divorce, not even one cent to finish it fast. My H never accepted so it has to be done by Power (rebeldia). I am getting married to my uncle, well my uncle is going to sign in the name of my fiance because my fiance cannot go to Cuba right now for Job situation. I am all confused still. Yesterday i went to see the movie "Never been Kissed for those that i had seen it, i felt like this new guy is my Pinguin. Oh man, can you believe i am 22 and i am in this whole mess? I think you are right thisALEX, i do feel with him as my father, the father i never had since the real one left me when i was 2 years old. But than if i get married i will never be able to talk to him again, and it disgust me to think that my husband feel like my dad. YUck!!<P>My Fiance will not give me the time i need, well to tell you the truth i had had plenty of time and i am still all out of my mind. When i take the plain is my last decision, i get married or return to my H but i cannot live in this uncertanty anymore. I am tired of all this thing, i am tired of not knowing what i want in my life. I have to make a decision. One day a friend told me " Look Lety, you got to think in your happiness not in the happiness of other, for once you are happy you will make happy everyone else" I think is true, i think to mutch about how does my H feels and how this guy feels, and never about how i feel. <P>I will take sometime for my self today and think what Lety wants. What Lety thinks. What is letys dream. What Lety will do. I got no option i have to do it, i t is now or ever. Just simple. Just difficult. Not impossible.<P>Thanks to all of you that had had compasion for me and help me out in thiis mess.<P>With love.<P>Leticia.