Sometimes I find it so hard not to LB. My H is so much in the fog, it gets so frustrating. One moment he is giving me signals he wants to work it out and the next it is going towards a divorce. I just don't know anymore. We are living in separate places now, but are still in communication. He won't give me the keys to the apartment because he says it is saying in the courts eyes that he is giving me everything, but now he can come in or out whenever he pleases. He says he won't, but how will I ever know. <P>We seem to argue all the time. Sometimes I think to myself, why am I working on this? Do I really want this marriage anymore? Can I ever trust him again? All these questions, I don't know the answer to. He met the OW online and works in the computer industry, so he always has access to the internet. <P>Does anyone else have these questions? Does time really heal? When they say they don't respect you and don't love you is it because it is a fog or is it true? I am so confused I am too afraid to do anything. <P>I just don't know what to do. Thanks for listening.<P> <P>------------------<BR>Losing Hope Fast