hfd - I saw your first post on Robyn's Clues thread and wanted to address you separately.<p>Welcome to this place - you will find everything you need and lots of support and understanding.<p>Please start with WAT's Quick Start Guidelines, just below this post, and read everything you can find here.<p>Start posting your story and asking specific questions. I predict you will discover that your situation is similar to many others here.<p>Stay strong. The pain is tremendous, but you're in the best place for dealing with everything.<p>WAT