I could not do it. I was not strong enough to hang with this pain. I left the house after Church Sunday with tears in my eyes. My W's fog and continued A will not cease. Anti-d's are not working well and I have to move on and try to get myself back on my feet.<p>Good luck to everyone here at MB and thanks to everyone that has tried to follow my story and help. <p>Thanks 2long, twinkles, K and others.

Hugs.<p>Maybe you should hang out to help process your pain?<p>Sorry for your loss and sorrow at this moment.

<blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr>Originally posted by I Spy:
<strong>I could not do it. I was not strong enough to hang with this pain. I left the house after Church Sunday with tears in my eyes. My W's fog and continued A will not cease. Anti-d's are not working well and I have to move on and try to get myself back on my feet.<p>Good luck to everyone here at MB and thanks to everyone that has tried to follow my story and help. <p>Thanks 2long, twinkles, K and others.</strong><hr></blockquote><p>You should stay to get your support system here. Also med. will take a while !!!. Some will take more than 10 days to take effect. No one will fault you to move on ... many of us does, this is individual choice. Learn some more about MB to better prepare yourself to care and protect.<p>Good Luck -RH-

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I Spy,<p>Even though you have decided to leave, stay with the forum for support and feedback and start a new topic in Divorce/Divorcing for additional advise if you see yourself taking that final step.<p>If I were you, I would give yourself a little time apart to sort out your feelings and see if you still feel the same. Perhaps the intensity of living together and facing all the painful reminders is what's getting to you right now. I, too, am on the verge of moving out just to ease up the constant anxiety. The OM that my W chose is not going to be out of the picture ever from what I can see. As a matter of fact, she still uses him as a personal reference on her job applications, but at least they don't work together. That has to be even more intense than what I am dealing with. Based on what you say here I am more concerned for your personal health and well-being. Don't do anything rash to yourself, to your W, or to anyone involved. Deal with your pain and take care of your needs. Coddle yourself. I really feel for you. This really sucks all the way around, but no matter the outcome, everyone can heal and move forward in life. Don't lose your faith. Pray often and use this forum as much as you need to. Many a day it has helped me collect myself enough to go home from work and be semi-okay, and it especially helped me with weekends, which are murder right now. Keep posting, I'll be watching!