Any update?

Nothing major going on. We are still in counseling. She is doing everything she needs to be doing to help make this marriage work. We are communicaing well and things seem to be getting much better. I still have alot of resentment and hatred for what she has done to us. That is something that I am learning to cope with. I dontthink that I am do a very good job at it though. I think the one thing that sticks out on my mind the most is that I heard her having sex with one of the OM. I was outside her friends house while they were inside. I knew something was wrong that day so I decided to follow her. I guess I was right. I tried to get in the house but it was all locked up and I even went as far as to ring the door bell several times. They did not answer. I actually waited outside of the house for over an hour until I heard her in the back yard. I went in the back yard and she was in a towel looking for our dog. The OM snuck out the front door while I was in the back yard. You know what the worst part is? She called him a couple miniutes later (he lived next door) and had him come over to meet me. I had met him once before at a party and sence then he had become her "running" partner. I had to sit there for over an hour talking to him,all the time knowing that he had just finished screwing my wife. So... now for the rest of my life I will always hear her in my head, having sex with another man. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> I think that it is lucky that I did not catch them in the act or him coming out of the house. I would be in prison right now. That I do know.

Anyways... just needed to vent.

Mad