I want so badly to work on our relationship but, she does not see the use. She continues to spend time with her friends and anything possible to stay away (so it seems). She is the first person I was ever able to talk openly to and I ruined it. For further details see topic How do I rebuild our relationship. I miss my wife even though I am still living in the same house with her. She still gives me a kiss goodbye when she leaves for work. I am unsure if that is a good sign or a mixed signal.