Wow,
It feels as though it has been eon's. I haven't got my computer fixed to log in. I am logged in on a friends computer. Things, while I thought were getting better alas are not. He is still planning on leaving me. I have been really busy with an aunt who was diagnosed with gliblastoma, a very fatal brain cancer. I feel like I have failed miserably. We have been getting along wonderfully. Spending tons of time together, you name it. I don't know what his plans are. I woke up today very blue and decided to ask him where we were. He still doesn't want to be with me. He has agreed to one session with Steve but I think he is just agreeing with that for me, not for "us". I am getting ready to move out. I know I tried very hard but I still fell like a colossal failure. Like maybe if I was prettier or smarter or made better choices he would still want to be with me. I hope everyone is doing well, I think about you guys all the time.
Take care,
Layli

Hi Layli -- You should also post on GQII. I know people over there would like to know how you are doing. You don't say anything much about how you are feeling. Are you ok? I am sorry you feel like you have to move. Don't ever say "if I were prettier, or smarter, etc". That's not what this is about. There are many things we could all do over, but there is nothing you did that made this happen. This was his choice (and a poor one at that).

I hope you are ok. I didn't post much to you, but followed your story and really wish you the best.