Hi all,
Just wanted to update. WH is reading my posts. Tells me he feels like a rat in a lab experiment. That really hurt. I was hoping he would tell me it was helping him or something.

Then we go out on Friday night. He acts likes he wants to be anywhere else but with me. That really hurt. IT's so obvious his love for me is gone.

Then, after promising me he would have NO alone contact with this woman at the work place, the Church, I catch them ALONE after Church yesterday. I had my 16 y/o and 2 y/o S's in the car or I don't know what i would have done. What was H's response? He said he just wasn't thinking about what he had promised, he wasn't thinking about it at all.

It's SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo obvious he cares nothing about our relationship. We talked about splitting up. He didn't seem to mind discussing it, just concerned about the expense of it. He says the kids will handle it just fine if the parents don't make it nasty!

He's still denying his feelings for this OW but it's quite obvious to me how she feels about him. Her H finally moved out so now she is free. She was discussing her party life with my H. She looked me in the face and actually smiled, although H doesn't want to believe she did this.

He has his first C session today. I've had 3 sessions and my C says it's time for MC but H says he needs to work on himself first to decide what he wants and how he feels.