Well today I sent the letter I wrote to my mom. It should get there on Tuesday or Wednesday. I will keep everyone informed on what happens. I expect some kind of confrentation between us I just don't know what kind to expect. I don't know if she will email me or drive up to my appartment or to the hospital I work at. She may even try to convince my sisters to get my phone number from my dad . I guess I have to wait it out for a couple of days.<P>My H and I are going to see a counselor on Tuesday August 31st. Hopefully we can convince the counselor to write our insurance company and say that we do need counseling. Our insurance won't pay unless one of us goes to the counselor by ourself and then the counselor says we need "family counseling" together. I know we do. Me to get me to open up more and answer all my H's questions. I also need to earn his trust again. My H needs to go so that he feels he doesn't have to ask so many questions and can feel that he can trust me again and that I have answered all those questions.<P>Wish us luck. I think our future is looking better and brighter.

I'm glad to hear things are looking up. Good luck with your mother.<P>------------------<BR>Give to the world the best you have, and the best will come back to you.<BR>* Viki

Wishing you "luck"!<P>Also will say a prayer!<P>God Bless.