My wife has been so supportive. She is the one that is deveasted the most.

She is stating that she just doesn't know me anymore. I look at myself in the mirror and I don't know who I am or what I have become. I never thought I would have an affair/unfaithful. I know "things happen" but why did they turn out so bad???

We have no income and now I have to explain what happened on job interveiws.

My wife I love so much looks at me so differently now. I cannot look at her----I have torn up the home.

Is it possible that the one that was guilty of the infedility cannot forgive himself so the marriage ends???

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by RANDYRAIL:
<strong>Is it possible that the one that was guilty of the infedility cannot forgive himself so the marriage ends???</strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">You mixed two feeling at once. You are torned between two lovers and thank God one had ended. Right now you are broken hearted !. You just ripped out from ENs that OW fillin plus your ego just being trash by OW picking up someone else. It is pain, it is real ... however now you are guilty to have such a loving and wise wife.

People could make mistake, none of us perfect, I 've just learned how powerfull LB$ (along with ENs) here, in MB a few years ago !. I could walk your path too. It is not about your mistake; it is about what are you going to do to make it right.

This is my 2x4. It is your choice to run away ... you had been kicked in the rear behind by OW ... now you want to run with tail between your legs. What do you think how your W would feel ?. Being betrayed by you then being rejected by you since you love this OW that is a slut!. I don't know which one more painfull for her. Read this.

Listen, get medication ... you need it. Get conseling you are going to need it. Meanwhile lurked/read as many as you can about MB.

-rh-

<small>[ March 29, 2003, 10:32 AM: Message edited by: redhat ]</small>

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">We have no income and now I have to explain what happened on job interveiws.</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> </font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">I lost my job this past Monday because I tried having her fired and I also tried having the new co-worked exposed.</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Sounds like you tried to get revenge and it backfired on you. Another bitter lesson learned.