Good Morning all!!<P>I know I mostly lurk here (post occationaly). But I just wanted to tell everyone how much this site means to me. I am so sorry that we are all going through so much pain. But at the same time, I am also glad to know I am not alone and I'm not crazy for all the feelings. <P>I have a 5 year old son, and we wish on the evening star everynight. His wish is always the same, "I wish my daddy would come home." Well since Thanksgiving, things have been interesting. I have learned so much about life and love in these fast few lifetimes (monthes). And one of them is that things happen for a reason. I have chosen to not be angry and bitter, but to take this and learn from it and try to make myself a better person. I wish that for everyone here.<P>I know there really is no purpose to this post, I just woke up this morning thinking of everyone here and I wanted to jump on and say that even though I don't know you all, I feel as if I do and that I love you all very much. You have really been an important part of my surviving this.<P>One last thought, remember, this is the seasom of miricles. I wish one for everyone here. I pray that your Christmas's are the peaceful and full of love and joy. And that your New Year will bring new beginnings to us all. <P>Lots of love,<BR>Viki

Viki -- It's people here like you that give the rest of us comfort and a reason to go on. Thanks for being here...<P><BR>--DeWayne--

Hey, sweetie!! That was beautiful. I'm thinking about you this weekend and wishing for you guys too.<P>Give me a call if you get a chance. And no, he didn't show up this morning. Oh, well.<P>Talk to you later.<P>Lori

Viki<BR>How true.....sometimes we lose sight of that. I do really well for a while, a am a strong person and have many responsibilities, my own business, two teens, etc. But then a kink will get inthe works, my EH kissing me two nights ago...(still not sure why he did that) issues with my teen daughter, and I feel overwhelmed by it all. But most of the time, I know I am learning and growing from this experience. <P>------------------<BR>Susan<P><BR>