It's late, it's late and I have a very important date...................<P>I WISH!!!!!!!!!!<P>H is sleeping peacefully and ignored me all night. Perhaps that is why he CAN sleep. I didn't intend to cause an arugement anyway.<BR>Tomorrow, or rather later today since it is very early in the a.m. now, I will be picking up he new wedding ring with the inscription,<BR>I love you, on the inside. It is to be his wedding anniversary gift. Which is the 26th of this month. <P>I had hoped to be giving it in love and that this day would be special. But with the way he has been acting lately, that OH so special feeling is not around for me right now.<P>Give it time. Okay, I'll give it time. I've given it 7 years already what is a few more days. In other words, I've been a puppet this long with his hand up my *&^*& you know what should be use to by now.<P>Yeah, I sound bitter don't I? Hey, it's late and I am venting. It's what keeps this nut from cracking. If anyone reads this I am doing my therapy thank you. Just unloading all these crappy feelings off my chest. OOP! Just lost another 5 pounds there. Got to be careful or soon I will look like one of those starving hollywood stars wearing a negative size 0. What is with that anyway.<BR>Zero is a SIZE now. <P>Enough ranting for one night. I'm going to go to bed and sleep beside limp [censored]. As long as he doesn't hear me say this it isn't a LB,<BR>RIGHT?!?! <P>Good night all. I'm going to say the rosary now. And wash my mouth out with soap.

Forget the soap... I'll never tell limp [censored] about the LB (HA HA) If a tree falls in the woods and nobody hears it.. did it really fall? The same goes here.<P>If you LB and they don't read it... then it is only amoung people who truely understand (been there, done that) it is not truely a LB (HEY WE CAN MAKE UP SOME OF OUR OWN RULES)<BR>

yep... yep... yep...<P><B>This</B>... is... <B>the</B>... place to vent... <P>And if you need to vent some more....<BR>Keep it coming...<P>Jim

Jim's right. We're just the BEST place to get it out!!<P>So keep on ventin'.<P>Lori

Wafflestoo;<P>Thanks for your silence you will be paid handsomely for your loyalty. And yes, its time for some NEW rules.<P>NSR & Lostva;<P>Thank you for the support. I don't get this out somewhere, well you all know what its like........ Wouldn't want this turning into road rage. If I didn't have you guys who knows you could be hearing about me on the news, details at 11:00. I feel barely alive right now. Just could NOT SLEEP. I think it was around 4 in the a.m. when I last remember conscienceness.<P>H woke me up this morning before going to work. Had to tell me how cold it is outside.<BR>OKay,....Now What? Is what I was thinking.<BR>You see, he wants me to constantly praise, notice, comment and acknowledge while showing appreciation for how hard he has to work for this family. In other words guys, after him saying this it was my que to say, 'Oh sweetheart, I Hate that you have to be out in this cold and you work SOOOO hard for us. Be careful today and I know it is rough but we really do appreciate what you put yourself through for us. Your the best husband in the WHOLE world.' <P>Sorry, I still had something more like M&#*!&F#!$*# on my mind. I DIDN'T SAY IT.<BR>And so when you can't say anything good, keep your mouth shut and I did.<P>I don't think he knows what to think right now. But I will do my very best to be good, and SMILE. Not only kill him with kindness but keep myself looking great and playing hard to get. I'll pretend he is Antonio Banderas (When he was single). HEY, I NEED a fantasy too. Is Melanie a lucky woman or what.

Anyone know any good secrets for covering up dark circles under your eyes? The concealer isn't working too good. Trying to look great and I look more like Boris Karloffs extra.<P>

AUHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!<P>My H was the typical limp Di@k last night too. He proceeded to try and acctually spend some quality wife time but didnt want to sit next to me. When we went to bed I told him hurry up and come to bed. He said what more do you want I already stayed up and extra hour and watched a movie with you. That ticked me off, and then he said "Here we go again". I then could not sleep just layed there when it took him 1.5seconds from the time his head hit the pillow. <P>I thought about jumping on the bed and screaming "If I can't sleep youre not either!" But I thought it would wake the kids up. That would not be a good thing. <P>So here I am 8:00am getting my daughter ready for school, no sleep again. I don't have the energy to do anything or the will. I'm so sick of feeling like this.<P>Sorry Wanted to vent too.<P>Thanks <BR>Christine

Hey, Go right ahead and vent, vent, vent.<BR>Nothing wrong with that. Scream if you have to. Sometimes it does make you feel better,<BR>but do it when no one is around or they might call the police or something. <P>This is why I wish I lived in the country.<BR>The only ones I would disturb are the animals and they would probably think, 'Hey, what the..... was THAT?' ' Oh, just one of those humans, think it's a mating call or something.' <P>We all need someplace to get rid of all this or it would build up inside and cause MORE stress. And who needs that, MORE STRESS.<P>The stress of this infidelity is enough thank you without our S adding insult to injury by ignoring what it is they SHOULD be doing. But like the ole saying goes, 'You can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink.'<P>In my case I'm trying to lead a [censored] and he keeps telling me he's not thirsty. That line where they were handing out brains my H thought they said TRAINS and he took a SLOW one. Old joke I know, but it is sad but true.

Keep venting all you want....this is the place to do it. So hard to avoid those nasty Lovebusters!<P>p.s. On the Antonio Banderas thing....NO, I don't think Melanie is a lucky woman....didn't they get together because they had an affair? They will probably live out their marriage wondering if one of them will cheat on each other...

Oh! Bad girl!!!!!!!<P>I didn't know this. You just destroyed my fantasy. That's okay. I focus my sites on someone who is faithful. No anyone?