I'm sorry that David is still <BR>moving. I hope that some <BR>kind of x-mas miracle will <BR>happen and he will change his <BR>mind. I don't understand his <BR>need to do this. Marriage <BR>recovery doesn't happen <BR>overnight. Those of us in <BR>recovery know this oh so <BR>well.<P>I'm thinking of <BR>you....hugs....

How completely and wonderfully sweet of you!!<P>Hugs, with tears in my eyes...<P>~Sheryl

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sheryl}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>My candle is lit!<P>------------------<BR>Love and Prayers<BR>Nicole<P><BR>

Sheryl -- Words cannot express adequately how sorry I am for you right now. David obviously has a lot of work to do on himself before he will be ready for recovery. I do so hope that he gets some kind of professional help. He needs some guidance to sort out and expunge his demons.<P>It's obvious that he still loves you, but for some reason he is finding barriers to reconciliation. Maybe the time away will help. I sure hope so.....<P>{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sheryl}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P><BR>--DeWayne--

Dear Sheryl,<P>You will be in my thoughts and H's too. Hang in there and don't give up hope. Maybe some time away will do the trick. Our hearts are with you.<P>Khyra

((((((((((Sheryl)))))))))<P>we are all here for you.......you know that...borrow our strength.....take all you need ........focus and breathe......no matter what happens, take care of you first....YOU are what is MOST important in your life right now......also remember....you love david, and david loves you...the garbage in the middle is what is muddling things...<P>Dylan

Sheryl,<P>I have been outof touch for several days and obviously things are still moving ahead with David's plans.<P>Want you to know that I am still praying for both of you each day by name.<P>God bless....<P>Desiree<P>------------------<BR>"Life is made up, not of great sacrifices or duties, but of little things in which smiles and kindnesses and small obligations, given habitually, are what win and preserve the heart and secure comfort."<P>Sir Humphry Davy<BR>

My heart is swelled with love for each and every one of you...<P>Patient Love<BR>Heartpain<BR>Khrya (and Jason too!)<BR>Dylan<BR>Desiree<P>God knows our hearts, and He knows how hard we're ALL trying...<P>Thank you for your sweet wishes!<P>~Sheryl<P>------------------<BR>Life is what happens to you while you are busy making other plans.<P>~John Lennon

By the way, I need those of you who care about me to know this:<P>I basically <I>asked</I> for this. I have nobody to blame but myself. <P>I said I wanted a divorce in the heat of an argument - in fact I said it several times. <P>I couldn't fake it and say I was passionately in love with my H. I do love him, but I wanted to begin again (hense the name new_beginning) he wanted it to go back to being like it was before.<P>I pushed him out, in essense.<P>He made the decision to leave at Christmastime, and for that I could smack him around a bit. That was <B>his</B> decision. <P>But it was me that had the affair in the first place. It had nothing to do with his affairs of years ago. Through therapy I have come to realize that it was anger and a crying out. That is not to justify, just by way of explanation. I am not a bad person, I made a bad choice (blah, blah, psychobabble), and most importantly of all, I deserve to be happily married. I was willing to try again with David, but he is not willing to try again with me. He has the romantic notion that I will fall madly in love with him when he leaves, and maybe I will. I'm pretty sure that I won't though - and that's scary as all get-out. <P>I take full responsibility for what has happened in my life. I just wanted everyone to know that!<P>I love you guys!<P>~Sheryl<P>------------------<BR>Life is what happens to you while you are busy making other plans.<P>~John Lennon